Today is not very pleasant for me.Just came home from the ANIMAL CLINIC in clementi, the one that’s just 5 stops away from the school. Maybe it’s because I’m feeling depress now, or perhaps its because I don’t know of any other ways to express my emotions. Perhaps writing it out will help.
My dog is going to have an operation on Friday. It might sounds ridiculous to others–to feel depressed over a pet. However, to those who have a pet, they will understand this. He’s there for me when I tear; he’s there for me when I throw a tantrum; he’s there for me when I need a listening ear. It all sounded so dramatic, but yeah, he’s there for me when I need someone to be there.
He’s only a dog, that’s what most people think. He can’t speak, but he communicates through his eyes. He won’t lie, his every movement are genuine. I love him, he’s part of my life. When I was having a fever and lying on my bed, he would come in to my room and check on me every now and then. when I was coming home late, he’s the only one awake, waiting for me on the doorstep.
There’s so much memories we’ve shared, please don’t let anything happen to him.
The vet says there’s a higher risk for him in the operation as he’s an old dog–14 years old. This is equivalent to human age of 90 years old. He went through a couple of blood test. Seeing the needle injected in to him makes my heart ache. The feeling that was so familiar, and yet awful. It is the same feeling I got when he went for a major operation last year. What word should I use? agony?
I don’t know, I’m feeling very vexed right now. Other than this, the vet also suspects that he has got a heart problem, which will add complications to the surgery.
I’m worried, but what’s the use? I just hope that everything will turn out fine and well.
Please stay strong, I’ll be there for you.
